Have you ever excelled in a role or skillset only to find that others overlook your achievements, choosing to focus on a single mistake instead? It can be frustrating, but the truth is, it might stem from their desire to aspire to what you’ve accomplished. You already understand the process from start to finish; what more is there to teach or comment on?
Personally, I believe I can thrive in any endeavor with the right amount of time, despite being a slow learner. I’ve often felt envious of those who can flit between subjects effortlessly, but I’ve come to terms with my own unique learning journey and the discoveries that arise from it.
I find solace in chaos it’s in the midst of disorder, whether at work or home, that I truly find my peace. Instead of sailing smoothly on sunny days, I welcome the storms because I know I can navigate us to safety. Yet, when you excel to a point where you feel isolated and lost, it can lead to despair. There’s an emptiness that can feel consuming, leaving me standing by while I guide and support others. I see my superiors step in and do the work on my behalf, asking for my insights and valuing my suggestions, even if I don’t see myself as an expert. Perhaps, I’ll share my transformative DMT experience in the future, as it opened my eyes to something far greater than mere awakening.